hey!

yes i noe... its been a while since i last posted but...........
well, sometimes things just happen.......

Nevertheless!
There is something i just wanna get off my chest today........

have anyone else other then me experience this bizarre phenomenon, where there are times when NOTHING happens at all, and bores the gray matter out of your ears, and when things happen, they all clash in one giant pot luck and you're up to the ears in "Things to do"...

well, this kind off thing happens to me quite often.....
some days are boring (i.e. plain sailing...) others are hectic (sometimes even "hectic" would be an understatement...)

its just strange to me...... is there some auspicious calender i'm missing?
one that says, "do everything today" and "do nothing tomorrow"?
somehow, after someone confirms an event/activity to book my time on a certain game,
almost certainly would ANOTHER group book me for the SAME day but different time!!!!

its like.............................

is everyone else having a meeting to plan when to bombard me with things?
i would like to be invited to THAT meeting........ just to make sure everything gets even out.......

one example........
6 feb......
its a sat for those who forget......

one group of my friends booked me for a steamboat dinner...... then i receive news that there's another event i (or should i say we? since that group of friends also need to attend it.....) have to attend at 4....... THEN LATER!!!! i receive an email informing me that i HAVE/MUST attend ANOTHER ACTIVITY ON THAT DAY AT 1PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAHHHH!!!!!

like what in the hell is going on?!!??!!!
i can have some of my saturdays so free, i have naught to do, and others so incredibly packed i'm having trouble just finding time without bailing out on one of the activities!!!!


STRANGE!!!!!






well....... as i have said quite a few times already... (some of my friends would be rather familiar with this....) life is a fantasy. it is not much different from a piece of fantasy written by people, yet each unique in its own way.

in this case, it is the people around us that participate in this composing process..... where we all play a part to write the story of our lives.



errr...... i think i'm random.......

=p