........ hey guys,

again this is rather late,
and i'm beginning to wonder any one still follow this blog......

but nevertheless,

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everyday, we wake up, brush our teeth, bath (well, some people anyway...)

every weekday, we make our daily pilgrimage to school or work.

everyday, we students sit in class, listening to teachers.

everyday, we students smile and breathe a sigh o relief at the last bell of the day.

everyday, we joke and tease at our friends who still have classes on our way home.

everyday, we journey back the way we came.

everyday, we prepare for the next day.

then we do it all over again.


its no wonder that so many of us actually look forward to the weekends.

and yet, there is a looming darkness......


as the days go by, we get closer and closer to our final destination. (for us students anyway...)


but hey!

everyday is not the same!

no matter how we somehow manage to do the same things over and over and over..... and over and over again, everyday is different!

we tease each other differently everyday, the teachers teach new things everyday,
yet somehow everything still feels so.......

monotonous.




some say that the "rat race" starts the moment you graduate and get a job.

a never ending "rat race" of striving to earn more money when we spend almost as much as we earn.


but hey, doesn't that "rat race" start the moment we enter school?

everyday, everyweek, everymonth, everyyear, the same.....

over and ver again, we do the same things.

everyday, people die, people are born, people leave hom to fulfill dreams.


yet, how many of these dreams actually do get fulfilled?

how many would actually get even close to those dreams?

for how many would dreams only remain as that, dreams?

we try our best, yet how many would be disappointed at the end?


for me, i am no stranger to disappointment.
i have failed to get into the secondary school of my dreams,
have failed to get into the junior college of my dreams.

and i am sure that i am not the only one like this.