i haven't been very faithful in updating this blog.....

i'm not even sure if anyone ever visits it anymore.....

and because of that i have begun to feel a little sad for my blog.....

but, this had got me thinking......


on the same note, i just "retired" from CO for the third time yesterday,
and before i left, i decided to name the cello i used....... well, its kinda similar to what i call one of my juniors there......

but that also raises the same issue.

i'm not sure about others, but for me, these things.... these inanimate object have life.

not the same kind of life as us "living beings" possess, but life in a different spectrum altogether. not of one of autonomy in thought, behavior and growth, but in the fact that they grow along us.

this blog i have created at a whim, out of a sudden urge to..... well... blog...

and my cello, i have grown to love over time.

sure, i admit that they are not the best (far from the best actually.....) in the world, but that is how love is. we never really love the perfect. it is only those with imperfections here and there that we love. after all, what makes an italian supercar is its "attitude", not mere perfection.



blemishes, imperfections, we recognize all of them.


then again, there was a line i found on a webpage of "msn nicknames"
"I am nobody. Nobody is perfect. Therefore, I am perfect!"