it is 8 days for it to be a whole year since the last post on this blog...
and so much has happened...

this blog that i created at a whim, had seen me through some tough times, and all the glorious readers, i thank you all... throughout this last hiatus, so much irritating stuff has occurred...

nevertheless, the one issue that's been bugging me since the early days of my blogs, are the affairs of the heart...
one can say that it has been 6 months since the end of the last episode, but nevertheless, it still bothers me...
from time to time, like an old cassette player, memories of a particular night repeats itself, like old reruns on tele...
well... its a happy memory all right, but still... it reminds me of.........................

man that stings...

doesn't help then that there's another person that i terribly miss... this person, is a special friend of mine... someone, who technically knows most of my lil secrets... someone who i enjoy chatting with... i wonder whether now i still mean anything to that person...

ah well, everyone has to move on... but still...

sure now that i'm in the navy i would have made some new friends, but frankly... i don't feel as close to these people i sleep with everyday then the companions that i had from my school days...

oh well... its not like i have lost ALL my old buddies... there is at least one... one that i can rely on to suddenly leave the country... one that i can rely on to reply smses 4 hrs later, and not pick up calls... but a good friend all the same... a good friend i can rely on... a good friend to have fun together...

ah well... so much has happened...

and there is so many that i miss...
i wonder how they are....