Thinking of changing my blog theme, after such a long stint with this current Nagato Yuki theme.

Furthermore, it seems that the more i sift through the newsfeeds on Facebook, the more detatched and seperated from my friends that i feel. i still remember the days not too long ago where i would be THERE for them, to be THERE when problems arose or just to chill and hang out. Yet recently, most of the developments that i gather about my friends seem to come from Facebook, or from blogs and even Twitter. i did not use to think this way, but recently i seem to be getting what my mother has been on about these social networking mediums, they start to become very impersonal. For one, i am very careful what i post on Facebook or Twitter or even here on my beloved blog as i am very aware on the open-ness and the accessibility others have. i cannot afford to post potentially incriminating or anything truly specific anywhere. Same thing that i expect my friends would be doing. Thus, to only find out about them through these mediums make me feel like i'm constantly missing out on so much details that i would (or they might) share with if we consulted on a more personal medium (say meeting up or a casual phone call or even an SMS?) i miss that personal touch.

Like i wrote about previously, life seems so mechanical, abit too much like clockwork. What i miss, the cocking about the shenanigans and all that nonsense that we used to do for no reason other then to do them, i miss that. And that felt, so much more human then this. whatever posted online could simply be computer generated based on algorithms to mimic them and i would none be the wiser.

Maybe i need to chat more. Maybe i need to know that there are people out there that still care about what happens to dreary old me. Maybe i need someone to pour out their frustrations to me, or someone to listen to my own frustrations. I do not know.







Maybe i should drop a friend an SMS.......

Then change my blogskin another time when my other computer is on..... XD